It’s Saturday night and my head is filled with many things..so many things I have to write for myself so I can write for others..sounds weird I know but its the best way that I can express myself and it’s very therapeutic. And once its released, I usually end up feeling better. Not only does my writer’s block disappear but it usually ends with me feeling better and left with a big smile . Relief and ready to move on to the next thing on the agenda.
Don’t worry, I’m not gonna hash out my dirty laundry but what I will tell you is that this year I turned 49 years old and its probably the most important time in my life, it’s truly the first time in my life that I have realized that no matter what happens, life goes on.
Don’t think I am sad I am just filled with clutter in my head, reminders of the past and a realization we humans waste so much time on silly things and so many times the silly things do not ever happen. At 49, I am thinking about my mortality, looking ahead and what am I gonna do that is meaningful that is gonna fill some of the cracks that are deep in my heart.
We all have them you know, they are wounds we developed through the years from various stages of life. Mistakes we made, the wrongs that occur, loves gained and loves lost, I think you get it, we all have cracks when we feel sadness, heart ache and/or suffering. The old saying that time heals all wounds is somewhat true, after-all there are many joys in life. The new joys, passions and moments of happiness will always help to heal some of those cracks in your heart.
We have to remember that no matter what life goes on regardless of how we feel. That our time is limited here on earth regardless of your age. I don’t know about you but time seems to fly by, I can’t believe that Christmas is around the corner again. At 49 I feel like I don’t have much time left to stop and smell the roses, to watch the sun set or watch my sons become old men. We just don’t know, do we?
There are three things I am 100% sure of when it comes to life, the first thing is to expect change, the 2nd what once lived will die and do I need to say it? Well think of it as a friendly reminder no matter what happens, Life goes on! Do yourself a favor and starting living!



